for Butch-Femme.com
I had a dream.
I was laying on my back
in a damp ditch outside of the walls of my beloved city,
a place of great feasts
where I once sat at the head of the table.
My terrible longing for home
tethered me to this familiar earth
and I could not stand and walk away.
I shivered in a bloodied torn shirt,
wet with the spit of strangers
and my own tears.
I stared up at the stars,
remembering youthful vision,
a time when this ground was nothing
but a barren field.
But I imagined music
when I looked out across the empty horizon
because I could picture all of you lovers dancing.
There is not one brick I deplore laying,
not one hour of labor I regret.
I forgive your spit and your scorn
and will always remember you dancing.
I am going to begin again,
with love.
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rhon drinkwater © 2008
This is about my web site Butch-Femme.com, a community I miss very much. My ex-wife changed all the admin passwords and locked me out when we divorced. She’s never said why she did this. Reposting this July 2008 and its still not resolved.
Would you please let me know if by now (end of July) this thing is resolved? I write on the bf web-site and woul not want to be a part of it if things aren’t cleared.
Best regards
The lawsuit my wife has filed against me is not about Butch-Femme.com. She has already locked me out of that as an admin. She is suing me to take ButchFemmeMatchmaker.com as well.